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could I be any gayer? [03 Nov 2006 | 12:33am] NEW JOURNAL. wayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roadswayward_roads COMMENT

booooooo, but I need to start writing again. [01 Nov 2006 | 6:07pm] [ music | rilo kiley. ] You say take this, then shove it down my throat, I see the letter and read the note you wrote, and now I can't feel anything other than the cold stare coming in my direction. So I turn, but I'm faced with my reflection. so I scream and cry until I can't speak. You knew that was how you'd get me weak. So you lift me up, and dig my grave, throw me in and give a wave, and you smile, but it's not sincere. It's the last straw, and I dissapear. My spirit see's you cry, but it's just an act to fool the masses, you hang your head while walking to classes so people wont suspect. The one who killed me had the most respect. But now your guilt is catching up for everyone to see. They know i'm in your bloodstream and they know how you killed me. COMMENT

why am I doing this? [30 Oct 2006 | 9:16pm] P E R I O D 2: -What class is it? english sat. prep -Who sits to your right? jorge. -Are you failing this class? noooooo -Is this your favorite class? not at all. -Who do you sit in back of? teresa, who wont keep her hair off my desk. I don't understand how people can just have their hair all over your fucking desk and be cool with it. and its not like i can just be like "yo teresa, get your disgusting hair out of my binder". it's extremely annoying. -Who do you talk to the most? myself. P E R I O D 3: -What class is it? math -Is your best friend in this class with you? one of them =). -Do you hate anyone in this class? hmmm. yes, but its only petty hate. I don't actually HATE anyone in the class. -Are you allowed to eat in this class? I don't eat in the class, but I probably couldn't if I wanted to. P E R I O D 4: -What class is it? lunch/chem -Who is your teacher? Smirlis -What do you do during 4th period? during lunch, basically nothing, and during chem I try to listen but usually me and maddie just end up throwing things at each other. -Do you chew gum in 4th period? if i have it, sure. -Anyone you want to shoot during 4th period? 90% of the class. -what is your 5th period class? chem -who sits behind you? no one -do you have friends in this class? yess =) what do u have 6th period? SPANISH, my arch nemesis. -who is your teacher? lima -who sits to the right of you? uhh taylor -do u like this class? i hate it with a firey passion. 7th period what do u have? health - who do u talk to this period? uhh my table I guess. - do u like this period? ehh. its not the worst period. 8th period -is this your favorite period? possibly. I think so. chem has it's days when its amazing, but for the most part its pretty boring. I like english because ms. jackson schools basically my whole class, besides me and about 4 or 5 others, on their general existances every day and its really amusing. -what class is it? english - who is your teacher? ms. Jackson - do u hate anyone in this class? ehhh. I only like a few people, but i dont really hate anyone. 9th period -what class is it? us history, also my arch nemesis, but in different ways. -is it your least favorite class? yes. >:O which sucks because social studies is actually my favorite subject. but like, there are only about 5 kids in the class who can read on a highschool level, and im pretty sure the rest are stuck at 4th grade. so it sucks. -do you like your teacher? yes, she's ms. walsh is really nice. 002 COMMENT

DO THIS >:O [26 Oct 2006 | 9:28pm] [ mood | alright ] [ music | the smiths- there is a light that never goes out. ] so, Chris Connolley on Nov. 21st? yes plz. anyway, Put your Ipod on shuffle and pick a lyric from the first 20 songs that come up, then post them here for people to guess. ( lalalla ) cooooooooooooooool. 003 COMMENT

YOU DIDNT VOTE FOR PAC-MOLE!?!?!?!?! [24 Oct 2006 | 5:38pm] today was amazing by all accounts. the test wasn't too bad at all. lunch was good. chem. was some of the funniest things that maybe i've ever seen in real life. spanish was blechh, but eh. it was alright. 7th period I found out mr. towers called home. but even that wasn't bad. and thennnnnn 8th period and 9th period were kind of boring, but it was alright anyway. me and ms. walsh shared some comments after class. lmfao, she's nice. this isn't a typical lisa b. post, but im tired. peaaaace<3. 002 COMMENT

each night before you go to bed my babyyyyyy [20 Oct 2006 | 5:22pm] [ mood | goood =) ] [ music | the mamas and the papas- dedicated to the one I love ] so, the last few days have been pretty good. Psats wednesday were decent. I was in alyscias room and watson was my sub for half of it, and he kept mouthing words at me and i had no idea what he was trying to say lmao. and then at the end of the period he goes "cutter". pfft. I didn't really want to go to the rest of the day, but it was alright. Thursday was a big blur. I don't really remember what happened lmao. nothing significant though. Today was nice. Mrs. Desario was in a good mood, so I didn't get the life sucked out of me 3rd period and then have to try to live for the rest of the day without a soul. chem was kind of good. It would have been better if it wasn't 700 degrees but anytime where I don't have to hear mr. smirlis lecture is good. WE DISCOVERED that mr. lima looks like the hispanic Ted from Scrubs. stole a poster lmfao. hmmmmnyah, I was talking to mrs. jackson in the hall. even though she blew up my spot the other day, I think she's my favorite teacher this year. she's nice. I like english teachers, haha. ummm what else? nothing, really. I've discovered that nice outfits shape whether my day will be good or not lmao. so I'm going to try to dress better during the week lol. I think im done. NO! im lying. I'm really upset that the mets lost, and im not too sure why. I guess it's because it never happens, and it makes me family really happy when they win. or maybe it's just because for some reason I was totally convinced that they were going to, but the fact that they lost hit me pretty hard. & im out of my mind. peacee<3. 002 COMMENT

WOAHHH OHH OHH SWEET LOVE OF MINEE. [15 Oct 2006 | 12:38am] [ mood | good ] [ music | coldplay- beautiful world ] so. I had to wake up at the crack of dawn to take the SATS. it was kinda rediculous. I omitted like every math problem lmao. english was alright. thennn I came home for like 2 seconds, I took a nap haha. and then went to work. It was actually pretty good. I love working with kevin. he's so funny lmao. like today he just randomly comes up to me and is like, rambling some cracked out sentance in spanish. and then he stops abruptly and is like "I love the spanish ladies, they're all fucking crazy". and like. idk but it was the funniest thing ever. and then he was like "i don't know who's my favorite". My favorites are Yesenia, and the guy that closes. I think his name is carmine. idk but he's like the nicest man ever. lmao and tonight he was like "Hi Lisa how are you", lmao and idk. and then everytime I passed he'd be like "hello lisa". anddd. like right after my break. we were all like. congregated around alyscia's register. haha, idk i liked it. hmmsdfjkalskdf. I want to hang out tomorrow. drop a line with planss? <3. 002 COMMENT

like you've never cooked bacon shirtless?, BULLSHIT. [13 Oct 2006 | 11:21pm] so, I got a new layout. I really enjoy it. school was alright today, but I would have liked to hang out afterwards. however I did take the best nap ever. I have to take the sats tomorrow morning. I am not excited. I have work then after that. I kind of want to go. fandjalf Idk. I don't understand why i never write in here anymore. 003 COMMENT

>:O,ish [29 Sep 2006 | 4:14pm] [ mood | not bad, but not good either ] [ music | snow patrol- chasing cars ] so I wrote an enourmous saves the day post and i was on my last paragraph when my computer restarted so no ones getting it ever =(. sorry. but steph, ill definatly send you the pictures and my little 5 second video. today was pretty good, despite some stuff. 5th period mr. smirlis was out again and we had our little corner of doing nothing it was fun times. than me and maddie rly didnt want to go to spanish so we went to watson and jen and chatted for quite some bit and he gave us a pass and we didnt get to spanish until like the 22 minute bell. I think im trying to re-create last year but its not working because im not who i was last year. but I don't know, ive been longing for so much more lately. I mean, the people are amazing I just want to take our amazing people and add other amazing people to it and do amazing things with them instead of.. what we're doing. maddie will probably know what im talking about =) but yeah, brittany said something to me today that I didn't really appreciate even though it was true so i cant really be mad but yeah, i'll get over it, because its just the way she is and i know that. alright, i think im gonna go. <333 001 COMMENT

best night of my life. [22 Sep 2006 | 7:36am] I'll go into further detail after school today. =) 004 COMMENT

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